In Dong Xian's PDA: Your forgivness...

My thoughts were interrupted by the ringing phone. That was you, asking me whether Han Tai Jun is with me. He was here an hour ago, but he has left already, I told you. Anxiously, you told me that he has not returned. Calm down, Zhen Yin, I will see what I can do here...

Something fishy might be going on with Director Jin. I called him, asking whether he knew where GM Han could be. He claimed that he has no idea. I even asked him whether I could trust him, and he assured me, "Of course! If you don't trust me, who could you trust?" Couldn't get anything out of him, but when a businessman tells you something like that, it is almost certain that he is lying to you in broad daylight.

I called to see whether you had any news about Mr. GM, but you said he is still not back yet. Maybe he went for a drink, to celebrate his victory, and will be back soon. Should I come over to keep you company, I asked. Then, Manager Xu gave me the official line: this is my working hours ... I should have known better...

I was at the balcony when the phone rang again...so you have changed your mind or has GM Han returned? It turned out to be Jin Yun Xi, asking me to rescue Han Tai Jun who was taken hostage by her father. She told me she was on a cab to Sapphire, and would call you as well. Over the phone, I promised her that I would go to see Director Jin with her. We are businessman here, and I see no reason why we have to resort to Mafia style activities. Most of all, I hate people lying to me...

Yun Xi sat at the back of my car to give directions. You sat next to me, very quiet all the way. Were you still upset at me about the letter? Or was it something else...

Han Tai Jun was lying in the middle of the grass field, motionless. He was injured but did not look that serious. However, both of you were showing so much concern as if he is not going to make it... He has so many people who cared for him, has a lot of things that I don’t have... If I were the one who is hurt, would anyone care and would anyone be concerned? I turned, and walked away in silence ... The two of you tried to help him but in vain. I couldn't let you do this by yourself. I turned back, and lifted him up onto my back...

I saw you coming out from his ward. I shifted a little, hoping that you will take the seat next to me but you did not. Are you still upset at me?

"Thank you for what you've done today." You said.

I did not do anything, Zhen Yin. In fact, part of the reason why Han Tai Jun was injured is because of me... but, did you really say thank you? Have I been forgiven?

Then, you commented that Direction Jin was despicable. I understand what you are trying to say: as I worked with him, I would be equally guilty... So, I have not been forgiven after all...

"I am afraid … that you’ll become similar to Director Jin" You said. I heard what you say but I am not sure whether I understand this.

I turned and found you looking my way, with concern and love.

Have I been forgiven or not? Your action is saying one thing, but your words are telling me something else. I am totally confused.

Then, you moved to the seat next to me. When you lean your head on my shoulder, my peace returned... So, finally, I have been forgiven for lying, and hurting you.

I am sorry Zhen Yin, please forgive me, as I never meant to...

You said, "Dong Xian..."... yes, Zhen Yin, I am right here, next to you..."... why do we have to meet this way?" You asked me this question before. I did not have an answer for you then, I still do not have an answer for you now...

Maybe, it was God's will. At times, I thought you have drifted away me, but now, we are drawn closer than before. Who should I thank: the Hotel, Han Tai Jun, or heaven above?

In fact, I have so much to tell you, my dear, but I can't. I can’t tell you that I have been defeated by Mr. GM again today. The way it is going, I don't know how I can get keep my promise. Things are getting more and more complicated now but one thing is clear: Director Jin is not a straightforward businessman. In the past, I probably would have ignored it, and continued with the business. However, I have to think carefully this time: with you as part of the stake, is taking over the Hotel the right thing to do?

But work can wait for a while as I have been working too long already. I needed some peace now... I reached for your hand, and you let me hold it inside mine...Maybe this is the miracle that I have been waiting for...

Zhen Yin's thoughts: Thank you, Dong Xian...

Everyone rejoiced over the cancellation of the retrenchment listing.

I was tasked to thank GM. I met Yun Xi in GM Han’s office. She has prepared dinner and brewed coffee for GM Han. She is worried that GM Han is not back yet. Tai Jun, Yun Xi is a very thoughtful girl … She can’t lose Tai Jun … that sounded familiar, just like …

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GM Han went missing. He was last seen in Sapphire. I called you, "Dong Xian, did you see Tai Jun?" No? Tai Jun left an hour ago? He isn’t back yet. Never mind, we’ll keep searching. Do call me if you see the GM.

A while later, I received your call. Still no news? Other staff is looking for GM Han too. GM Han went for a drink, now? Possible? … "Should I come over to keep you company?", you asked over the line. I am touched. You helped searched for Tai Jun. That line you just said. To a much extent, that scary side of you has diminished. Replacing that is the warmer side of you, you care for me, you care for the friends I care for … "This is still working hours …" I glanced at the clock …

Later, at the changing room, I received Yun Xi’s call. What! Tai Jun is captured by Director Jin? Having such a father is frightening! … Meet at Sapphire? … ok. I quickly locked up and went off.

I ran up the driveway to Sapphire. Yun Xi and you are there already. "Dong Xian …" before I could finish my line, you rushed in, "Hurry in, we’ll talk on the way …" yes, yes … some assuring voice … I did as you said.

Yun Xi gave directions to the driving range. She is very nervous. Seems quite a deserted area. Yun Xi shot off once we reached the driving range. I trailed behind her … we searched a while. We saw Tai Jun lying on the grass, motionless. Yun Xi ran towards him, I followed behind.

Yun Xi reached Tai Jun first. Tai Jun, are you all right? We tried to help Tai Jun, but to little avail. He is too heavy for us. You reached. You didn’t hesitate. You helped Tai Jun up and piggy-backed him to your car. On the way, you struggled a bit up the slope. I saw. You placed Tai Jun in the back seat, asking me to use my hand to cushion the top of the vehicle, to prevent Tai Jun’s head from knocking against it. Yun Xi hurried in to support Tai Jun.

We got into the front seats. I looked at the road, looked at my watch, looked at the back seats, looked at you. You drove fast to the hospital. At the red light, I turned to look at the back seats again. My eyes met yours. Do hope Tai Jun is not seriously injured.

We got Tai Jun into the hospital. Thankfully, Tai Jun’s injuries weren’t serious. You told me to visit Tai Jun in the ward while you sign the admittance papers for Tai Jun. You care for me, you care for my friend too …

I saw Yun Xi seated on the chair, beside Tai Jun’s bed, wiping his brows for him, taking care of him … "I want to keep him company … he got hurt because of me …", she told me. Yun Xi’s anxiety. Yun Xi’s concern for Tai Jun. I have been puzzled then. Now, I understand. While I found Dong Xian … someone has appeared in front of Tai Jun — Yun Xi. If something should happen to Dong Xian, I’ll, I’ll also …

Tai Jun, you have missed a good woman earlier. Tai Jun, have you realized your chance is here again? Yun Xi is a good lady, she stand on the side of justice, even when her father is the unscrupulous Director Jin … Yun Xi is waiting for you, treasure her … I should leave them alone … I turned and left the ward.

I saw you seated on the long bench not too far away.

I just sat down. I am concerned about Tai Jun, who is my best friend. Dong Xian, do place some trust in me. You are waiting for me. You searched with me. You accompanied me. You saved my best friend. You care for me … "Thank you …", I finally said.

Yes, fortunately, Tai Jun is not seriously injured. Director Jin is too much! You added, "and I am his working partner." I read the sadness in your words. Dong Xian, Dong Xian, "I am afraid … that you’ll become similar to Director Jin" What shall I do then? Who can I rely on then? I looked at you, tenderly.

You turned to face me. I smiled. Dong Xian, I am concerned about you. If you are hurt, I’ll also feel the pain. I think you read me … Instinctively, I moved closer to you. I lean on your shoulder. Your breath, your scent, your presence … that feels so natural, so right, so comfortable, so assuring, especially after a long day.

"Dong Xian … " I called you … Dong Xian …

"… Why must we have to meet this way? …" Like always, there is no answer.

You reached and held my hand. Finally. I covered your hand with my other hand. Quietly, we sat. In the position, we sat, on the bench along the hospital corridor. We have met ... I closed my eyes. We experienced some heart-to-heart currents. Words deem unnecessary. Perhaps this is the ancient emotional treatment but is also what we need now - be together. We are consoling each other quietly. We felt closer.

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I held your hand while walking up the stairs. At my door, we stood a while. Jenny opened the door.

Back to my room, I reached for the square red box from the drawer, which lies beside the smaller velvet box. I took out the red box, sat on my bed, opened it, read the card, "Frank", cursive handwriting in brilliant dark blue ink, … <300 roses>, desert, LA, pool, Diamond Villa, my birthday, Casablanca … I put on your scarf… carefully removed it, and placed it nicely into the box … "Frank", my Dong Xian …

Blur me … I forgot at the lobby. I forgot at the door. I couldn’t get through your mobile phone. Thus, I sent a short message to your mobile phone … << Thank you, Dong Xian. Good night >> …