Winter Love Song: some thoughts
We have categorised the essay into four sections, namely "scenes", "questions", "similarities", "afterthoughts"[When
we first met
]
The
scene they met on the bus, the way Joon Sang stared at Yu Jin, got off the bus,
Yu Jin shouted at Joon Sang for not waking her up, walked up to school, Joon
Sang decided that he want to stop for a smoke, Yu Jin urges him to move on
(while Joon Sang just stood there)
[High School]
Being
late for school, fell asleep on the bus, ultra-fierce discipline master
that felt so near, maybe years ago, when we are still in school. Even though
all of them looked over-aged, the feel is there, and is nice.
Interesting is the "criticisms" Yu Jin said about Joon Sang (when
he didnt turn up for broadcasting session) as well as the Yu Jins
dance in the broadcast centre. I like that scene: Joon Sang was actually smiling
when he heard the criticism. Joon Sang just like to do things when he felt like
it. He has his own set of rules.
The high school scenes for these 2 "senior" high school students are
well-done.
Nicely shot scenes. Brilliant!
[Back
seat]
Joon Yin always takes that back seat. Joon Sang will take the back seat
beside her.
Joon Sang, although died, always lives in her mind. She will take that seat
on the bus journey to school ever since, if available (suppose so); took that
seat after she saw Man Yeong in Marician; took that seat with Joon Sang later
(memory recap) etc. Unconsciously, we always eat the things we like, and take
the seat we prefer. This should be the case for her too. There was one time
Yu Jin consciously did not take the back seat on the bus, when she called Sang
Hyuk, while she is on the way to Marician.
[Hold]
While doing her
balancing act, Yu Jin never allowed Sang Hyuk to hold her hand. In the first
time Joon Sang asked, she placed her hand on his. He is to support her, right
from the start. This is very clear: my hand is for the special person to hold,
she said.
[Shadow]
Story on the shadow man
- Joon Sang (his loneliness). The part that hurt is when he said: finished.
A story of 2-3 sentences is really not a story, but that is all he can express...
[Friendliness]
Take one step at a time. Accumulating those footsteps, you'll get friendship
- Yu Jin (her friendliness)
[Bicycle
ride]
Although Joon Sang was rather unsteady at the start, Yu Jin still seated
behind. Yu Jin spread her hands, closed her eyes to feel the air - trust that
Joon Sang will catch her. This scene has been added basically for the dramatic
effect.
This feels like one of the last scenes from "City of Angels", Meg
Ryan spreads her hands to feel the air. That time, she was riding the bicycle.
[Story
telling]
Sang Hyuk, "good friends
"
Choi Lim, "handsome prince, pretty princess
"
Their friend changed the scenarios under protests
Sang Hyuk, "will love princess, will forgive princess, no matter what happens
"
Choi Lim, "ditch her
"
Yu Jin, "realise that the lies are fake
"
Joon Sang, "sorry"
Individuals "connections" differ. The "scenarios"
reflect individuals thoughts at that moment in time:
Sang Hyuk : over-generosity
Choi Lim : ditch her
Yu Jin : understanding
Joon Sang : seeking forgiveness
[Lost
and Found]
Among the forest, Joon Sang found Yu Jin, in the dark, "I thought
I couldnt find you
"
Their fate is sealed, isn't it?
[Why
I came?]
Joon Sang, "If I drag for too long, if I dont say it now, I am afraid
I wont be able to say this
that is
I am sincere to you"
["Polaris"
in the sky]
Joon Sang, "Polaris will not change its place. Polaris is always in the
dark night sky. Looking at it, you'll never lose your way." (He held her
gloved hand)
At this stage, Joon Sang is the polaris, not later as he is more lost than anyone
else...
[Joon
Sang with mum (not exact wordings)]
Mum asked, "Why you wanted to stay in this school?"
Joon Sang said, "This is where you met dad"
Mum said, "This is not the way to talk to mum"
Joon Sang said, "Who am I then?"
[First
snow by the pond]
Yu Jin, saw the snow fall, went to the lake...
Joon Sang said, "I have a date, by the lake, with someone when the first
snow fall."
First snow, snow fight, snow volleyball,
most beautifully done ...
[Your
"favourites"]
Yu Jin asked Joon Sang about his favourites:
Colour White
Season Winter
Food all (fried new year cake)
Animal - Man (but who?)
{Relating these "favourites" to a later scene, where Yu Jin asked
Man Yeong, "What are your favourites? White colour? Winter?
"}
Joon Sang asked Yu Jin about her favourites:
Flower white rose
Animal dog
Man (but who?)
Their answer for "man" will be known on 31 Dec. Pity
["First
time"s]
On knowing Joon Sang, there are many "first time"s for Yu Jin:
1) climb the wall
2) skipped class
3) hold a males hand
4) clean the schools backyard
Joon Sangs "first time"s after knowing Yu Jin:
1) hold her hand
2) ask her out for a movie
["Returning"]
On the way out of town, Joon Sang found the gloves in his pocket, remembering
that he has a date with Yu Jin, insisted on rushing back, and met the accident.
Promises are not supposed to be broken, for whatever reasons...
["First
time" the piano piece]
Initially : Listening to Joon Sang play "first time". Yu Jin
prefers the version played by Joon Sang, not the version by the record. That
explained the additional sadness she felt after listening to Joon Sangs
cassette (after he "died")
During the "funeral" : they burnt paper. The surface of the pond is
frozen. Sky is gloomy, just like the sad atmosphere. Cold wind. Frozen. Time
stopped. Hope this is still yesterday
Choi Lim (to Yu Jin), "you
killed him!"
After the funeral : Yu Jin received and listened to Joon Sang's cassette, played
it, listened to Joon Sang, keep rolling "first time". She cried, finally
cried. Cant accept Joon Sang's death but have to.
He was there just yesterday. He isn't here now. He isnt coming back forever.
This is really really depressing
[Why
Yu Jin cannot forget Joon Sang?]
1) He was taken away from her very suddenly
2) He was killed in the accident because of her (on the way to meet her)
[Ten years later
]
After ten years, Yu Jin is bright, cheerful and keeping a strong front. She
has in fact tuned down a lot since high school, in particularly, the cheerful
part.
Sang Hyuk is there for her, thus accepting him but that doesnt feel like
love. Joon Sang lives in her mind. She kept him there. Remember in pain. Missing
someone really hurts. For her, it has been inbulit into herself. I admire her
strength.
Have you made a puzzle before? Each piece of puzzle has its location and certain
orientation. If the piece should be in position (x10, y10), then it cant
be forced somewhere else. When placed correctly, each piece will fit into the
"holes" and complete the picture (puzzle). In a way, Joon Sang has
been the missing piece of puzzle in Yu Jins life and her life puzzle can
only be filled by that specific piece. Sang Hyuk is never that right piece.
She saw Joon Sang on the way to her engagement ceremony. She saw Joon Sang (alike)
walking and feeling the first snow. Important thing is he is alive! She gave
chase, and lost track of time. That gave us a feeling that she has not only
lost track of time. She has clearly lost herself too. Lost, seen, found, and
lost again! She didnt find him. Her body gave way - she fainted.
Right after Sang Hyuk and Yu Jin's private engagement party at the courtyard
outside... At the school broadcasting centre, Jon Yin saw Lee Man Yeong, who
appeared as Choi Lim's boyfriend. The shock and unbelief is written all over
her face. Yu Jin, totally frozen: I was looking all over for him on the streets,
then, suddenly, he is in front of me... Choi Lim is there to parade Man Yeong
- "See, I got to him first". That is not an intelligent move.
Yu Jin wanted to know, wanted to find out
has she been so determined
towards Sang Hyuk? Never, as he is never that piece of puzzle that she is looking
for.
[Polaris the name
of the company]
Via looking at the
name
isnt the memory obvious?
[Puzzle]
Picking a piece of puzzle at the staircase
and placing it into the "hole"
in a big puzzle
and seeing an alive and breathing Joon Sang smiling at
her
that is traumatising!
We like this scene - you are the missing piece of puzzle in my life. Simply
magical!
Later, I realised another meaning for it - piecing bits of pieces of my memory
together
it fills up and forms the puzzle of life.
[Coat]
Man Yeong needs others
to hold the project plans for him. However, he ran back to his jeep to get the
green coat for Yu Jin (he is quite interested and curious about her, ever since
she left in tears from his office). He is quite particular about work, but he
allowed Polaris to do the jobs after meeting her (no reasons given).
Man Yeong could be leading her on here. Clever as he, he knows that Yu Jin is
interested in him, and it should a nice feeling to get the attention of such
a beautiful girl.
[Photos]
Yu Jin was taking photos during the site visit at the ski resort. She saw
Man Yeong talking, face animated, and she took many shots of him. She saw him
smoking. Who Yu Jin saw is Joon Sang, even the way he lights up the cigarette
is the same. Joon Sang is all in her mind. She took Man Yeong as Joon Sang.
[Reasons]
Yu Jin said before, "Missing someone does not need a reason"
Yu Jin can say many convenient reasons (to tell others and also convince herself)
why Sang Hyuk is her fiance. However, she can't locate clear reasons for liking
Joon Sang and why she misses Joon Sang for so long.
[The
best home]
Yu Jin, "It doesnt matter where we stay. To a couple, each other's
heart is the best home of all". Joon Sang is in her heart.
[In
the deep snow versus shoes]
A decade ago, in the deep snow, Yu Jin has traced Joon Sangs steps. Now,
in the deep snow, Yu Jin traces/follows Man Yeong's steps. She wants to remember
him. This is a painful scene but that is all she could do.
Joon Sang put on her shoes for her in high school.
Man Yeong place her wet shoes near the stove.
Man Yeong's flashback at the airport.
Joon Sang put her wedding shoe on the floor, for her.
While she traced his steps, he put on her shoes for her.
[Confession
Game (spin the bottle)]
The bottle turns. Man Yeong is around. Yu Jin is supposed to talk about her
first love. She cant confess that that is Sang Hyuk, because that isn't.
The most painful part is that Man Yeong said something like: she has a lot of
first loves, and that is from the person she has been thinking day in day out
for 10 years. Before that point, she was not drinking much. After she heard
that, she took the bottle/glass up and drank one after another. She drank although
she can't drink. Everyone left. She still drinks. Man Yeong sent her home but
dont know where she stays. She kept asking if he likes white colour, winter
etc (recall your "favourites"?). Joon Sang has never left her mind.
He sent her back to his hotel room and placed her on the sofa. He took off his
glasses. Drunk, she mistook him as Joon Sang, "Joon Sang, Joon Sang
"
followed by love confessions released via strong emotions that are trapped within
her for ten years. He broke her bubble. She left in tears.
That hurts really badly (from "no hope" to "hope" to "dashed
hope").
[Quarrel]
Man Yeong, "The
best present for a died man is to forget him"
Yu Jin, "He was breathing beside you. One day, suddenly, he disappeared.
There is more than just one person less in the world. That kind of pain, do
you understand?" {Till now, you havent really love anyone? Other
things remain status quo, the feeling of losing someone, how that feels, do
you understand?}
We dont agree with Man Yeong. Although the person is not there physically,
the mind will remember.
Agree with Yu Jin that the more you wanted/hope to forget, the harder it is
to do so. The point here is - she really has no reason to forget.
[Tarot Cards "Wheel
of Fortune" card]
Man Yeong chose
this card. Yu Jin also chose this card. She got the card she chose as a present.
As far as I know, a set of tarot cards is a personal set of cards. To be accurate
in the prediction, you have to wrap it in purple silk and sleep with it. Thus,
it is unlikely that a devoted card reader will give a card (then it'll be an
incomplete set already) to others. If it is taken as accident, then that is
another matter.
[Mishap]
Man Yeong was lost in thoughts while holding the "wheel of fortune"
card, which is dropped from Yu Jin's pocket. She pushed him away from the falling
timber pieces. That reaction is instinctive. As Man Yeong is Joon Sang, a guy
she misses for so long: how can she let anything happen to him?
Sang Hyuk can still stand this - well, he is too noble and out of the world.
[Let's start again]
Yu Jin, "There
is no need for forgiveness in misunderstandings"
"I am Man Yeong." "I am Yu Jin." Man Yeong and Yu Joon shook
hands, introduced themselves, to start again. It is pretty nice.
[By
the pond]
Man Yeong sent Yu Jin to and fro her mother's place. He took her to the pond.
When he stared at her, she saw so much Joon Sang in Man Yeong. Her heart went
to him and
in order to hide again, she uses the cap of the coat. She
remembers Joon Sang too much, too long, too well, too vivid ...
Man Yeong, looking at the beautiful pond, said to Yu Jin, "With a locked
heart, you only see the sadness. You cant love this way."
This statement, we agree with Man Yeong. To be able to forget is a bless. To
a Man Yeong who has no prior memory/past burden, it is easier to put that in
words. However, to put it into practice, in our humble opinion, is really hard.[Man
Yeong playing the piano]
At the skiing site, at the store, Man Yeong saw his senior playing with the
piano. Later, Man Yeong touched the keys
used his right hand
tried
a few notes
(smiled)
added his left hand
and the piece
came to "alive"! Man Yeong's face glowed instantly, "Senior
I feel like a genius!" {I didnt know I could play the piano!}
This is a very cute scene.
[Winter house]
Yu Jin tried to resist
Man Yeong. She found him asleep on the chair. She removed his glasses. Who she
hopes, wants to see is still Joon Sang. He woke up. (His eyes can really talk
here. From "sleep" to "awake" to "realisation"
that his glasses are gone.)
Man Yeong, "What do you see in the died man? How long do you have to Yeong
on to him?" (Later, I realised that the died man is himself. Really strange
feelings)
Yu Jin, "Why? Why do you have to treat me like this? Why?"
Man Yeong, "
Because I like you
I love you ..."
She dashed out. He waited. Then dashed out, searching frantically in the snow
storm. He came back, the look of absolute relief on his face, when he saw her
in the safe and asleep in warm room. (I want to emphasise - "absolute relief")
["Do you love me?"]
Later, Man Yeong
asked, "Do you love me?" Without Sang Hyuk, she finally confessed,
"No one can replace Joon Sang."
[Your smile]
Man Yeong to
Yu Jin (well, I believe he hasnt said such things before), "Dont
be pressurised by my love. I'll send you to the coach station" before handing
the coach ticket to her, playfully and seriously, he added, "I want to
see you smiling when you come back"
This part is nicely done.
[Cry]
Man Yeong brought Yu Jin to the snowfield. He asked her to cry. No one could
hear there. He left her there. He gave her appropriate privacy.
I dont know if you have watched "Love Letter", a Japanese movie.
This scene feels similar. Difference is that female lead shouted at the morning
snowfield, "o genki desuka" repeatedly, loudly, to her boyfriend who
died in a mountaineering accident. "o genki desuka" means "how
are you".
When Man Yeong saw Sang Hyuk with Yu Jin, his face instantly sank. (I want to
emphasize instantly sank).
Man Yeong didnt take alcohol, he drank only water, he is clear with himself,
"I want to say. I want to say
I dont want Yu Jin to go back
to him. I want to hold her hand and say I love her. I hope to tell her these"
(well, again, I believe he hasnt said such things before)
[Attempted rape scene]
The most believable
thing that Sang Hyuk has ever did.
[Saved]
Man Yeong called Yu Jin. She doesnt know where she is. She is stationary
and he arrived in short time. (Location finding is amazing)
Man Yeong touched Yu Jins sleeping face, his hand trembling, "Can
I believe you like me? Can I?" (Well, again, I believe he hasnt think
about such things before)
Choi Lim clings onto Man Yeong, while Yu Jin stayed away. Things that are difficult
to attain is often more precious...
[Alone]
Yu Jin, "When
I am with Sang Hyuk, Ill think of you. When I am with you, Ill think
of Sang Hyuk. I have decided to be alone"
Sang Hyuk, Man Yeong
but both not Joon Sang
Man Yeong, "I can't help you. That is giving up." This is true as
he is not Joon Sang.
[Polaris You
or Me?]
In the snowfield,
Man Yeong he caught Yu Jin's hand, "If you can't decide, then hold on to
me. Ill be your direction"
Man Yeong, "I'll stand here. You wouldnt be lost" (Man Yeong
being her polaris)[Breakfast]
The breakfast he started, the fruits there, the milk waiting... but cooked by
Yu Jin - very warm, very inviting, very tasty. The smell of soup... that's home
...
[You before me]
Man Yeong sent
Yu Jin to the hospital. She left. He waited. He waited. He waited. He shifted
his seat to look at the "polaris" on the inside top of his jeep, those
created by Yu Jin. Waiting is terrible
especially when if you arent
sure if there's an end
Knowing her kindness, she may not be able to come
back to him after entering the hospital, but he still sent her there. It is
an awful feeling that he has to let go, even in the knowledge that she may/could
not come back...
[Departure]
Yu Jin said to
Man Yeong, "I dont want to apologise because you already have the
most precious thing. Because you have occupied my entire heart. I dont
think I have let you down. I love you"
In our humble opinion, Yu Jin could be talking to Joon Sang at that moment.
[Realisation]
Man Yeong met Yu
Jin at the pond, "I feel strange
If, I say, I say
(I am Joon
Sang)
"
Quite annoying as the confession scene has been interrupted by Sang Hyuk's entrance.
[Yu Jin's love confession]
Yu Jin, "I was being asked, why I like Man Yeong
When I see Joon
Sang, my heart felt as if it is being emptied. Although still beating, it has
flown to Joon Sang. After Joon Sang died, I thought such feelings will never
re-surfaced. After I spent some time with Man Yeong. Not only Man Yeong and
Joon Sang look similar, although they are different identities, the feeling
they give me is the same. Although strange, in my heart, Man Yeong is Joon Sang."
Man Yeong is Joon Sang, and has always been, in Yu Jins mind. This explains,
more or less, why and how she could say, her confession to Man Yeong earlier.
[Man Yeong's confusion]
Man Yeong, "Did
Joon Sang say that? I can't remember"
Man Yeong told the high school friends that he is Joon Sang. H/e, he said he
is joking and left as Man Yeong.
Man Yeong asked Yu Jin, "Who am I?
Who am I?" (very sad)
It must be frustrating not to remember who one is
It is also confusing.
All your life you think you are someone, then, suddenly, you are told that you
are not... The worst part is: no one believes in you.[Man Yeong versus Joon
Sang]
Yu Jin could give the long list of differences between Joon Sang and Man Yeong.
When she sees Man Yeong does something, she will think what Joon Sang will do,
compare, and that is why she does not need to think as she has already thought
of it.
She cant go to Man Yeong due to family objections.
[Exploring his past]
Joon Sang found Yu Jin's cheerful note
Joon Sang found the "first time" cassette tape and listened to it.
Wanted to end it then but didnt stop the tape from rolling.
Joon Sang started to tear. (Very sad.)
[Poem
- the flight]
If my first love calls me, what should I do?
The answer has been
clear all along as she has made her choice long time ago...
He lifted the piano cover. She closed it for him. Also, all those walking around
in school
but did not meet
so near, yet so far...
[Airport]
A flashback of him
wearing the shoes for Yu Jin. She arrived and called him. "You are Joon
Sang, Joon Sang, right?" she almost fainted. "I darent call,
darent cry your name. I am scare there'll be no answer."
She called him once like that, when she was drunk in his hotel room ...
[You
are not Joon Sang]
Sang Hyuk, "If you cant remember, then you are not Joon Sang"
"Yu Jin, Yu Jin
is this how I call you in the past?" I have
lost our common memories. Thus, even if I am Joon Sang, I am just an empty shell.
Joon Sang left.
That is why it is so important for him to remember who he is, and how it felt.
[Do not leave me again
]
Yu Jin, "I'll
hold your hand. You must hold my hand too. Do you understand?"
[Joon Sang is back]
On waking up on the hospital bed, although weak, Joon Sang called, "Yu
Jin, Yu Jin
" {this is how it feels like the past, this is how it
sounds like the past, Joon Sang is back. Joon Sang is back. I cried, ran back
and hold him
}
[Empty home]
Joon Sang, "When
I was Man Yeong, I don't need a home. Now, it is different: finally, a place
to settle down."
Joon Sang, "It's ok for a house to be empty. The best home is in each other's
heart"
The atmosphere and such during the decoration process is warm. The handling
of cushions from Joon Sang to Yu Jin
sweet
Grocery shopping and "why are you buying so much?" etc ... felt very
much married ... some warm scenes, beautifully captured
[Recap]
Joon Sang wanted to remember. Yu Jin and Joon Sang went back the
high school and re-act their past. He got most of the things wrong. He is sad
for the inability to recall. He is only doing it more for Yu Jin than for himself.
By the pond, Joon Sang, "You remember me for ten years. But I cant
remember. I want to recall and be the Joon Sang in front of you." Yu Jin,
"the past is memorable. But we can create memories now for the future,
isnt this better? No matter past or present, you are you. The one I love
is the man in front of me now" Yu Jin is comforting Joon Sang.
If Man Yeong doesnt look like Joon Sang, maybe Yu Jin wouldnt notice
him. Yu Jin likes the man within Joon Sang. Yu Jin tend to go for the inside,
and hence, Man Yeong is trying extra hard to remember how it felt to be Joon
Sang.
[Pink
gloves]
Joon Sang suddenly recalled the gloves. He pulled Yu Jin to the old house, searched
orderly for it. His face lighted up! Joon Sang is so happy.
While waiting at the streets, he remembered. They arranged to meet there 10
years ago. He remembered what he is going to say 10 years ago, "I love
you".
Being remembered, a warm and nice feeling, indeed
Feeling remembered ... Next episode, Yu Jin said, "I wanted to tell you
that too."
Joon Sang suddenly recalled the gloves. He pulled Yu Jin to the old house, searched
orderly for it. His face lighted up! Joon Sang is so happy.
While waiting at the streets, he remembered. They arranged to meet there 10
years ago. He remembered what he is going to say 10 years ago, "I love
you".
Being remembered, a warm and nice feeling, indeed
Feeling remembered ... Next episode, Yu Jin said, "I wanted to tell you
that too."
[Joon Sang's Birthday]
Sang Hyuk, "I
see the happiness on Yu Jin's face now that I never seen when she is with me.
Take good care of Yu Jin, dont make her sad, dont let her cry
"
Sang Hyuk came. His senior came. Her senior came. The high school friends came.
Joon Sang's happiness is written on the face. Happiness is something that can't
be super-imposed.
[Walk]
Yu Jin told Joon
Sang that before her parents were married, they did not have money. So, for
them, dating was walking from one end of the town to another... small touches
like these adds reality to a drama.
[Church]
They clapped loudly
after watching the rehearsal. Being found out, their heads down and then laughed!
(cute scene)
Yu Jin knelt down to pray. Joon Sang was still standing. Yu Jin urged him to
pray. She prayed, just to say thank you to god for the day, happiness written
all over her face.
Joon Sang, "I am in love with a woman. I hope to hold her hand. Be the
father of her children. Be the warm hand of her and children. Be the strong
legs of her and children. I love you" (and the polaris necklace).
[Studio]
Yu Jin, "What
are we remembering?"
Joon Sang, "Now"! [the time to remember -"now", when we
are together. For the future memories]
Joon Sang is quite childlike and lovable here.
[Went
to see mum]
Yu Jin was so confident that her mum will agree, but she said no. Outside
the door, they tried to comfort each other, telling each other that it is going
to be fine, knowing that they are lying to each other...
[Siblings]
After Joon Sang found
out the truth, he returned to the skiing field but did not see Yu Jin. Yu Jin
walked around, and found him along at the snowfield.
She asked him whether something was wrong. He said what can be wrong when he
know deep down inside that EVERYTHING is wrong. He told her that he was just
cold and held on to her tightly as he could not bear the thought of losing her.
That fear is very real, so real that he is not thinking logically...
Next morning, he suggested that they get married. Yu Jin was surprised, and
mentioned that they need a witness. He said, "I am the witness"...
At the wedding, he asked for Heaven to forgive him for what he did. Sang Hyuk
came to take Yu Jin away, he did not chase. His senior came in, asked him what
happened. All he said was that he thought no one know. Later, outside Yu Jin's
house, Joon Sang asked Sang Hyuk: please leave your eyes closed, and let us
get away with it...
This whole scene was driven by the fear of losing her. It was so driven that
he was not thinking about the consequences.
[Seaside]
Beautiful "moment".
The dog is cute.
He left the room before kissing her. (very sad) All the struggle, all the pain
he was carrying inside him at that point... Felt very real, IMHO, one of BYJ's
best scene in WLS.
She pulled her out of the room. They squeezed at the front door. (sweet)
In the market, Joon Sang, knowing this is their last outing, "what do you
want to do?" He is thrown into a panic when he found Yu Jin missing. Yu
Jin, "I know you will come back for me
" (What can he say? How
can he reply?)
It is supposed to be the last outing but then...
Joon Sang reminded Yu Jin a lot of things, even looking at her sleep
Joon Sang, "Don't look around too much as you will get lost... dont
always forget things
don't always say yes when someone ask you to do
something..."
Joon Sang, clever as he is, should know he has lived in Yu Jins heart
for 10 years. Even if he leaves now, he will still be alive in her heart. So,
what is the point of leaving?
He tried hard to destroy all the physical memories - coin, camera, polaris necklace.
Sequence: coin represents fate: He tossed the coin up, but did not look at the
result before throwing it into the sea: fate cannot be cYeonged. Both sides
are the same, because that is a special coin.
Photo represents memory. As fate cannot be cYeonged, so no point keeping the
memories.
Polaris represents undying love. As they are not fated together, thus, there
is no point keeping the polaris either.
He felt so weak that he fell.
For Joon Sang, who has to leave someone he loves, while alive, TWICE
how miserable that could be
["Truth"?]
Joon Sang fainted after Yu Jin saw and left him in office.
Joon Sang woke up in the hospital, "why must I wake up?" (very depressing
and that hurts)
["Impossible"/Dream
House]
Yu Jin gave the "impossible" house model to Joon Sang.
Yu Jin, "I wanted to tell you that I am not ashamed of our love ... Dont
forget me. Dont turn. Dont leave your back view to me."
Joon Sang fainted in front of his father.
Joon Sang drew the drawings of the "impossible" house over night.
He has decided to build it. "If I dont draw it now, I may not have
the chance in future." (Man Yeong said before, "what can I do for
you? I will
")
[Final meeting]
Joon Sang, "I
want to see you. Maybe there is no second chance again. First time I see you,
you are beautiful. The most beautiful in the world."
Yu Jin, "Because I know you, hence, I know happiness"
Joon Sang, "Do this for me. Promise me. You must be happy, be happy. Remember
to eat, remember to sleep. You must survive. We must not meet again. Let the
memories by the seaside be our last set of happiness. We'll remember each other.
Take care."
[Leaving]
Joon Sang to Sang Hyuk, "You have more time to accompany Yu Jin than
me."
It is the usual question - quality versus quantity. Which is more important?
Who to decide?
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There are many questions about WLS, some on factual whilst others are on people's
responses. Some doubts are listed:
1) Why didnt Yu Jin attend Joon Sangs funeral in Seoul?
2) Why is Choi Lim not curious about the identity of Man Yeong at all?
3) Why is Yu Jin exploring the ski resort with Man Yeong like the first time?
Shouldnt they submit a proposal before getting the job?
4) Why can they always "disappear" from work?
5) Why is the Man Yeong's old house not locked (with so many things inside)?
6) If Man Yeongs mother really wanted to cover his memory (and everything),
she wouldnt have allowed Man Yeong to return to Korea after all. Isnt
that so?
7) How can Joon Sang/Man Yeong forgive his mother for excYeonging his memory?
8) How can he sign off as Lee Man Yeong after knowing that is a fake identity?
9) Why Yu Jin didnt go to NY, before Joon Sang's operation?
10) Why didnt Joon Sang approach Yu Jin?
11) Why do Joon Sang still need glasses in the dream house (the end)?
12) Why did Joon Sang turn back in the dream house ("my love is calling
me"?)?
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With "Purity", it is not too dramatic, quite daily, simple. That is
the attraction...
With "Autumn", comes the new young faces, OST, scenery, drama,
touching but not overly realistic.
With "WLS", this is simply beautiful ... Some similarities between
"Purity", "Autumn" and "WLS":
[All
three]
Senior actors - almost same for three productions (mix and
match)
Family objections
4 main cast
centre is always a lady - "Hui Zhen", "Enxi" and
"Yu Jin"
Little boy/girl chasing the vehicle (one of them is being taken away):
same scene, different emotion. For "Purity", it is childhood innocence.
For "Autumn", it is the separation of a family member. For "WLS",
even though it is not car chase, Joon Sang was knocked down by a car. The feeling
of lost is more sudden, and unexpected, than the other two.
Someone who is "noble"
["Purity"
and "Autumn"]
Village scenes should be the same village
Friendship between 2 male leads
["Autumn" and
"WLS"]
Back seats
(on bus)
Actual re-meeting after the engagement party (for the main leads)
Fiance main male/female lead didnt love
Dying because you leave me
Knocked down by truck Junxi and Joon Sang
["Purity"
and "WLS"]
Lying mothers, both artists (pianist vs painter)
"Yes-and-no" brother sister relationship
First love
The night in the small room: different things happened but the location
is similiar
"Happy ending"
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The first love between Joon Sang and Yu Jin is short, beautiful, innocent and
thus most memorable. He saved her from the hooligan. They both cant contact
their fathers to redeem them at the police station. They skipped class
Actually, it was Joon Sang idea. Yu Jin followed. Next day, they got yelled
by the teacher, who said that is Joon Sang's bad influence. Yu Jin defended
Joon Sang: I went out on my own freewill
They arranged to meet
Joon Sang had the accident
Joon Sang left
when Yu Jin love him most, when he is on his way to meet her. If Joon Sang didnt
have the accident then (when he is on the way to meet Yu Jin), will his "death"
have such a deep impact on Yu Jin? She loves him and he left when she realises
her love for him, but some guilt is there too, we suspect.
WLS emphasises on "first love" as well as "if your first love
is calling you, what will you do?" Yu Jin's choice is obvious. Sang Hyuk's
choice is obvious. Choi Lim's choice is obvious. Other than being in love, much
earlier generation matters entered the picture and resulted in much confusions,
complications and heartaches.
Haze, "Let me ask
this question, if your first love is calling you, what will you do?"
TT, "Well, this question
depends on the person. It has been reported that one of the most search item
by females on the internet is information/whereabouts is about their first love.
In particular, for people in an unhappy marriage, often they fantasize about
first love. That is in fact WLS's major selling point."
BYJ is good in WLS, e.g. his face lighting up, body language
It is a
pity that his character is not overly convincing in the end. Well, his golden
crown does look a bit funny at times.
Haze, "In the front
episodes, Joon Sang is memorable. His chuckles, thinking looks,
BYJ helped
me through the last few episodes of WLS. His voice is attractive although I
dont understand what he is talking about."
TT, "CJW does not look as compatible (compared to SYA) with BYJ but her portrait of Yu Jin is excellent: alive but living in the past, all the pain she carried but no one to share with, decided to marry someone that she has not much feeling so that she can move on to the next stage in life, the confusion of getting caught with 2 men, the way she thinks and the courage to face her fate, her honesty (most of the time)... like the inner strength she possess. I started to watch WLS because of BYJ, end up finding the drama worth watching because of CJW..."
Overall
TT: From the beginning
to the end, Joon Sang is the only person Yu Jin really loves. Then, she is caught
between Sang Hyuk who is unbelievably nice, and everyone around them expected
them to get married. Next, Man Yeong came along, looking like Joon Sang, who
also treated her nicely. In Yu Jins heart, no matter what, is always,
and will always go back to Joon Sang.
The feeling of missing someone over such a long period, hoping that it will
go away one day but with time, it did not... is painful...Hence, some of the
things Yu Jin did to Sang Hyuk is understandable. The high school scenes and
the various household scenes are realistic. Many scenes are well-planned, beautifully
done, and poetic....
But then, I don't find WLS a great drama. It started off great but the last
few episode dragged for too long. All through the drama, there are too many
questions. I have given up on asking the factual questions, as it is not possible
to answer them based on the script. My questions are more related to peoples
responses when something happened. Most people in WLS are too forgiving, so
forgiving that they cannot be real. On top of that, peoples behaviour
is often inconsistent. Just when you start to sympathize with the character,
then, something will happen to "pull" you away from it, reminding
you that that is a drama. There is a general lack of depth about the story as
everyone is preoccupied with their first love and seems that nothing else in
life is important... That is just my opinion.
Haze: After almost 20 hours
of intensive watching, I completed WLS. Then, my head ached. That could be because
I have packed everything together. I have hesitated
then anticipated
to watch "WLS" although I already knew part of the story. WLS OST
draws my attention, up till now. After WLS, some tracks sound much familiar.
Certain items/scenes caught my attention: "high school"; polaris;
"puzzle"; "winter house"; "Yu Jins confession";
"Joon Sang is back"; "empty home"; "pink gloves"
the feeling about "lost and found" is comforting.
Picturesque, with breath-catching scenery, competent cast, brilliant OST,
WLS is delicate and most beautifully shot. Some scenes are memorable. Like a
magnet, it pulls me on
until the back, it quite irritates me due to the
much inconsistencies (entrance of Joon Sangs mother and my logic sense).
With respect to WLS, there are still much hazy regions in my mind.
WLS seems like a beautiful "net", which one will seep through the
"holes" if we aren't tolerant (or believe) enough. The dilemma is
I dont feel much for WLS, or at least below the level I thought I could
and would be.
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Last updated on June 25, 2002